I'm sorry your life turned out so hard, Eugene.

I've been looking for a book to read lately. I can never find anything appealing so I always go back to the ones I've read before. And this time I chose Swan Song. I've bought the paperback twice and finally the Kindle version so I'm on my third time reading it. It is creepy as fuck. I knew it would give me bad dreams before I even started, and if you can keep a secret, I'll tell you what I did for most of the night.. See, I usually hide under the cover and read on my phone like a little kid. But last night, I slept with the lamp on and nothing really super scary has even happened yet! I'd poke my arm in the bathroom to flick on the light before I'd even walk in. And the night before last as I was laying in bed looking at the lights behind my eyes, they (the lights) swirled together and made a face with red eyes. It started talking to me and I remember thinking 'holy shit' and then I came back to the surface from where ever I was. I guess the easy thing to do would be to stop reading but I can't. I have to finish it. Again. For the third time.